to further elaborate, i just spent the last hour and a half watching one of those critically acclaimed movies where it feels like it didn't end the right way, or they lost the script or something because it truly sucked.
but i learned something.
it's kinda funny but somehow eye-opening too.
do you ever notice how easy it is in movies to notice that someone deserves better in a relationship or friendship? that feeling of slight anger you get when the script isn't giving them enough power? that way that you know the girlfriend or boyfriend or best friend deserve so much more, that they deserve to be seen and valued, that they deserve to wake up to a kind of love that always feels like spring, even when there's a blizzard outside?
why is it so easy for us to see it for them?
why is it that much harder to see it for myself?
how often do i accept mediocre friendships, text mediocre guys, and settle for mediocre love?
is this life a movie? is there an audience mad at the script i'm living out too? are they yelling for me to get up and get out and move on and know how worth it i am? how worth it we are?
where does the courage to walk confidently come in?
how do i change the script?
imagine what it would feel like.
princess.
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